Scrap Note

Tol.

I just want to say.

And hey.

Fight.
I counted.

Days, and narealize ko na this time ako talaga ang mali.(Mag 7 months na!).
Sabi ko nga dati.

And I've always told you.

And dont you worry because.

Kahit na.

Lagi tayong nagaaway.(lol).

And.

Sorry talaga iniwan nanaman kita.(Kamukha mo noh?).

Naaalala mo pa ba yung mga days na.

Pinapagalitan pa kita.(:p).
And yung mga time na nag.

Ako?
Tapos hindi ko naman pala kaya.(Wahaha).

Talaga sa mga childish act ko noon.

Tol subra.
Yung mga.

Bonding moments natin.
Tapos pag na lasing ka aawayin mo ako.

(Wahahahaha).
And yung mga usapan na.

Dota!

Tara "Dota" kaya mo na ba ako ngayon?(:p).
And

Yung mga dramarama natin sa gabi pag nag uusap sa ym!(haha!)
And ngayon.

No.

Cross finger Tol.

Talaga suuuuper.(:p).

Is.

Nga daw di ba?(lol).
Ang bilis talaga ng oras no?

Lumilipad talaga e, kailan lang high school pa tayo.
Ngayon.

College na.
Basta Tol pag may problem ka text lang ah!

(Wag ka mag soloooo!).

1 4 3.

Tol. (d:).
Sana na pa.

Ka naman sa ginawa kong to!(Buset ka pag hinde! hehe).
And nga pala.

Watch tayo pag dating showing na yung.

Ha Tol, Sige Tol dito na lang sorry talaga ulit sa lahat lahat.
Kita kits ah! Balita ko hindi ka nanaman pumapasok ah? Naku! Ako din wahahaha!
Ingat ka lagi and bonding naman ulet tayo!
Or sama ako sa tambayan mo sa DOTA para mang durog tayo! Wahaha. (:p).
Lubb u much Tol.

PS : Ito na lang yung pang bawi ko dun
Sa scrap book na dapat kong ibibigay
Sayo noong Xmas Party. (Scrap Book ko?!)
*2:59 am*

Present

Present

Please pretend you love me
Please pretend you care
Please pretend you miss me
Will you?

Remember when, we never needed each other
Then comes the day we became the best of friends
We were like sister's and brother
We were never alone

The time passed without us noticing it
And now I want you so much
I dont know what to do
I didn't know that this will happen

In love with you is all I am
I can't hold this feeling no more
It pains me so much
I don't want to be alone

What can I do to make you fall for me
Tell me, I'll do anything
It seems all my words can't get through
Your heart wont let it pass

I'm blinded by the light
The light that shines bright
The day you came in my life
The day you change me into something new

In my eyes I'm dreaming
The sight of you makes me shivers
How I want to be in those warm arms
Why can't I just hold onto you

Dreams turned to ashes
I watched them burn in front of my eyes
The wind blows
"US" along with it

Forever gone never to be seen
Words meant to be spoken
Letters meant to be sent
The love meant to be shared

Now I face reality
Without you by my side
Without you in my dreams
Without you in my heart

This time I really want to say is Goodbye
I mean "Bye".

Dorentia

DORENTIA
The door that was kept open for so long..
"It's blurred I cant see what's there"
"I wonder what was that just now."
"Maybe a thing, or probably a person?"
"A dream? Is this a dream?"
-Memories flashing back-
"What is this? A girl?"
"Who is that girl?"
-A room pitch black-
"Where am I? Wait, this is my room when I was 17"
-Turn on the light-
Pictures of a girl with a blurred face laying on the floor
"Why can't I remember a thing about this girl?"
*knock* *knock*
-Someone's knocking on the door-
*Sound of the door opening*
"Wh.. Who.. Who are you?"
♂"Don't joke around let's go Sota!"
She held my hand so tightly
-Brightness filled the place-
"Uhh.. Where are we?"
♂"This.. This is my favorite place.. Remember when we were younger, we used to hang out here and just talk.. I really miss those times.."
A place where flowers bloom freely, petal's dancing with the wind
-A memory flashes-
Me and this girl always plays here I even gave her a blue flower
"Umm.. Hey, do you remember a blue flower?"
♂"Yup, that's the flower that you've given me.. The Dorentia's Blue Roses.. It's the only blue rose in this place.."
"Uhh.. Really.. So.."
♂"Sota do you remember our promise.. That you and me.. we'll always be.. .."
*Heartbeats*
-Tears fall from her eyes-
*Silence filled the place*
♂"Let's go home Sota."
She smiled at me, She hugged me tightly as if it will be the last hug
-I lost consciousness-
Someone's calling my name *Sota... Sot.. a...*
-I opened my eyes to see who was it-
The door was closing with the girl waving his hands
"Wai.. Wait!"
The door that was kept open for too long.. is now closed by that girl
"What was that.. I only remember little things about that girl.."
A Dorentia was on the floor along with a letter
♂"You tried to forget about me.. I never thought that this time would come.. The day i will say goodbye to you.. I thought that friendship last forever.. I guess not.. It was all a lie Sota.. I'l still be waiting for you.. for our friendship to be brought back to reality.. I'll still be waiting for that moment.. The Dorentia is our time limit.. When it dies.. I assume that you really want to forget all the things connected to me.. I picked a Dorentia too at France.. That's the flower laying on the floor right now.. The Dorentia that you've given me is still alive.. I'll still be waiting Sota.. I.. I really miss those times.. ..."

12/06/08

-All the memory flashes back-
-Tears continuously falls-
"What have I done... How could I forgot the girl.. The girl that showed me the meaning of life.."
The Dorentia at the floor is dead

12/07/09